this feels like a break up...

... like I'll get over it eventually and hopefully be better off for it, but right now I feel physically ill. hurt.


*****

Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Give me your eyes
I need sunshine
Your blood
Your bones
Your voice
and your ghost

We've both been very brave
Walk around with both legs
Fight the scary day
We both pull the tricks out of our sleeves

but I'll believe in anything
and you'll believe in anything

If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd share a life and you'd share a life


If I could take the fire out from the water
I'd take you where nobody knows you
And nobody gives a damn

and I could take another hit for you
and I could take away your trips from you
and I could take away the salt from your eyes
and take away the spitting salt in you
and I could give you my apologies
by handing over my neologies
and I could take away the shaking knees
and I could give you all the olive trees
oh look at the trees and look at my face and look at a place far away from here

Give me your eyes
I need sunshine

come up to my room

thanks to comeuptomyroom.com and http://mocoloco.com/archives/005170.php

the first has been a fav for a long time now

I want to decorate.

United States of Pop 2009

text

Yesterday evening my friend Jon told me:

I love you no matter what your grades are! Cheer up!

so true... and apparently so do other people.. I need to keep what's really important in perspective

my friend Jonathan just sent me this text:

Hello wonderful :) hope your day is amazing like you. Smile big. PS you're my bestest friend :):):)

totally made me smile.
now back to studying in the library (fun stuff)

back

back in my apartment - check
sleep in - check
buy groceries - check
unpack and clean up - check
make dinner - check
waste time on internet/watch office - check

I guess all that's left is homework. I don't want semester two to start. I still feel burnt out from last semester. I can do ittt! haha.

also today I drove my rental prius to trader joe's and felt like I fit in more than I would have liked to fit in. haha.

and now I think it's time to put my master plans in action (more than they already are). if that makes no sense it's ok! ha.

last day of winter break. I'll miss you.

crashy car

after my little car accident = icy snowy roads + bald tires + fire hydrant in the wrong place at the wrong time

I'm finally getting my car into the shop (this morning) and I have a sweet new rental car (mint green prius).

other than that I've been having a great break

lots of friend time, working at Ground, B&E adventures, Christmas and NYE, etc.

love love